Im Tired. [13 Apr 2006|11:46pm] To be honest in a world where the connotation of truth is a lie, to be strong in a world where strength is considered weakness, to be perfect in an imperfect world. I don't ever want to accept something that i don't deserve, i want to be honored only when i am honorable. For myself, independence is strength. Strength to be true to myself, as well as to everyone else, i want my freedom not as an illusion granted solely for the sake of comfort, but i want to be free because i have broken my own chains of bondage. I want to exist for the sake of existing, my reality will not be conjured up to appease my pride or appetite, my reality will be the ONLY reality. In short; truth. To be true in this world, you must not deny yourself your own goals and expectations, you need only to adhere to them with the knowledge that there are rules to follow, that there are boundaries to overcome. To see with the eyes of one who truly lives for himself, that is what i want. I want to be a hero, not merely for the sake of acknowledgement; but because i know that at any time, at any moment, someone could use my help, and i will lend it to them to the best of my ability. I want trust, not because i ask for it, but because i have been deemed trustworthy, and my loyalty exists with the utmost validity. I want to be a hero in a world where heroes don't exist, and i want to deserve the title. 1 comment|post comment

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